An event with probability $p$ of being success is executed $\frac{1}{p}$ times. For example, if $p=5\%$, the event would then be executed $20$ times.
The Expected Value for the total number of trials needed to get one success is $\frac{1}{p}$. In this case, it's $20$.
What I'm confused is, as p approaches zero, the chance of having a success in the first $\frac{1}{p}$ trials always approaches to $1-\frac{1}{e}$, or about $63\%$. This means: $P$(at least $1$ success in all $\frac{1}{p}$ trials) is about $63\%$.
This $63\%$ is higher than $50\%$. It seems to suggest that, if I take all $\frac{1}{p}$ trials and consider them as one big event, and do this big event multiple times, I'd get more successes than failures. But on the other hand, since $\frac{1}{p}$ times is the EV mentioned earlier, shouldn't the big event have an equal chance of being a success or a failure?