My friend recommended that I try out Spivak. So I figured what the heck, its just a calculus book, can't be that hard...I was wrong.
I'm very slowly working through Chapter 1, not even on calculus yet. I don't think I've ever put this much mental energy into thinking! I enjoy it, a lot. I've never thought about math this way in my life.
But I'm a little worried that it's taking me such a time to get through "Basic Properties of Numbers," how am I going to get through the rest of the book? Will I understand it?
Or am I just overthinking it?
As you can see from my previous post my background is kind of shady, should I put Spivak on hold until I "fill the gaps" of my previous knowledge?
I also bought this book today. Should I work through that first? I have a very weak proof background